Iridium

I find myself in that dark abyss Cruel, malefic, and conscious I know not what I'm writing The purpose or the reason There's no escape route visible Clamouring for breath Screams muffled into whimpers My head hurts— A lot Oh it hurts, it hurts, it hurts I haven't seen love If it's meant to be seen I haven't felt love If it's meant to be felt I haven't tasted love If it's meant to be tasted What is love? I heard, the first glimpse into this rare jewel Is given by the primary caregivers I know not who they are Are they those two bodies— The ones screaming behind the screen The air heavy with a charge That doesn't feel positive Is this love? Then I have ample I see them while I play with Jojo and Mojo It's always those dramatic flailing of arms The crude expressions- theatrical They call me expressive Probably got it from my mother They call my articulation grave Probably got it from my father They see me debating on stage Say I have it in me- a gif...

I may be cursed I sure am cursed- why question it I swallowed both the pills The blue and the pink I am cursed in twos Ed and Ele cursed me both For they thought the other forgot And now they look at me With confusion, pity, and pride I am purple- I am a bruise I broke her spine to make my way through I am my daddy's lil princess I fight his authorial voice, trespass when I cannot I am my mummy's lil warrior I bruise their body and mind I bruise their bones and brains I bruise and bruise and bruise and bruise and bruise and bruise and bruise and bruise and bruise and bruise and- I didn't intend to though I didn't choose to become a demon The death I once evaded The death I once touched and escaped The death I once mocked and cheered victorious Is the death I want- need I wanted her to tell me she'd choose me over the spine I wanted him to tell me he'd choose me over his pride I wanted to be told that I would be chosen over all They couldn't even build the ho...