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Behind locked doors and closed windows: 1

I find myself in that dark abyss Cruel, malefic, and conscious I know not what I'm writing The purpose or the reason There's no escape route visible Clamouring for breath Screams muffled into whimpers My head hurts— A lot Oh it hurts, it hurts, it hurts I haven't seen love If it's meant to be seen I haven't felt love If it's meant to be felt I haven't tasted love If it's meant to be tasted What is love? I heard, the first glimpse into this rare jewel Is given by the primary caregivers I know not who they are Are they those two bodies— The ones screaming behind the screen The air heavy with a charge That doesn't feel positive Is this love? Then I have ample I see them while I play with Jojo and Mojo It's always those dramatic flailing of arms The crude expressions- theatrical They call me expressive Probably got it from my mother They call my articulation grave Probably got it from my father They see me debating on stage Say I have it in me- a gif...

Scarlet letter and blotted fingers

Scarlet letter and blotted fingers; A paper and it's art across the wrist; Trust is only textbook: A mere convention like patriarchy; But not quite, is it? While one flourished, the other- Well, Bacon couldn't with his epigrams Convince. A diamond, sure is; And I had been greedy. I fell for the aqua eyes, which Under the sun, hid a patch of forest, Under the dim candle or The red luminescent in my apartment Revealed some browns worth mining; Quite a hidden paradise, I assumed. Huh! only infested with rodents; And I joined the club, only My teeth were blunt. And I donated my eyes to your prior. All my clothes are burnt- You've worn them all. I might even borrow one from a serpent, But then I would be wearing you. I was no Holmes, I didn't want to be I simply wanted one HOME I found that in your sandalwood musk In your.. your.. You. I found the truth and Pearl is dented and now I prefer- Flowers...

The moth spreadeagled on my dirty lampshade

The lamp in dungeon, Scalpel and a surgeon; The stone wall closing in, The sun in a glass caged in. Let me out! Let me out! The Lord of the moth is here. A dirty yellow spotted rear. I shrink in my armchair, Deluded as if in its lair Captured, Tortured, Smothered. I am not insane, Yet in a prison. Let me out! Let me out. Shut out the fire Of love, of needs dire. Close the blind Draw the curtains in hind. Lock the doors, Cock the guns. Repair the hinges, Prepare the trenches. The fiend is here, Beelzebub I fear. Doctor! Doctor! Don't dissect my receptor; The moths shall escape, Their shadows untam'd. Abysmal eyes like trypes adjoined Crowding the walls; Motionless; waiting to pounce, To fuse out the light Flickering in my sight. A billion wings alert To tear my flesh apart, Lest I feed on crumbs of hope , Cuff the fleeing light with rope. They be burning into ashes As they chip at my fleshes. Dead though I be, not them; Drunk in the life I made, Riseth from the ashes they are Ma...